Have been thinking of writing for along time...but yes i do enjoy dream sequences specially the early mornings one..which keep you back in bed..and snuggle a little more ...had been doing that quite a lot and actually want to get out of it and putting those dreams or thoughts to action...someone wise said that early morning dreams come true but then i do would need to earn it..or rather shorten its journey towards me by doing my bit and walking half way...
Life as i always say has been a roller coaster ride for me...it has adventure, fun, gloom, love, spice, melodrama, sorrow, revelations...so instead of fighting back and being a stubborn child i've started to accept more than to run away...but i cannot avoid questioning at times... I 'm kindoff coming out of the filmy set of only good would happen...yes have studied it since childhood but to accept in reality is difficult to digest..
You feel once you have climbed a mountain thats it...but it isn't true...you would get bored sitting..u wud need to come down from this one and climb another..or jump off a parachute...or dive in a river..or skii down...there are always plethora of options but choice is ours..we need to chew our own food and gulp it down too...if stomach gets upset..it us who suffer the doctor can give medicine only if we go to her/him..well wishers will check on you..love you make you feel better..but you'll have to complete that moment of suffering however long...
I can say and justify too that i've learned my lessons a difficult way....and not even sure if the learning would stay for long..i suffer with some kind of memory loss syndrome(SKMLS)...
but to turn back and see i'm happy with the decisions i made the life i've lived so far and the experiences i've earned...and i'm very certain this statement should hold true for each one of us...
Though i do repent buying that stupid £2.99 universal waterproofing spray which i believe caused me some trouble in the last 48 hrs...which included cough/ breathlessness/ wheezing/ paramedics(ambulance) visiting me at home/ GP visit/ emergency ward eventually....blood tests/ urine tests / xrays / more examinations and lots of medicine (nebulized, used 2 kinds of puffs , steroid injectable , 7 tablets) ....it was a fun day aways from work when i wondered what why but read loads of pages of the book which holds my interest right now..aleph...the doc not sure whats the cause or exact disease but mentions it can be bronchitis or onset of asthma...but says that its not the waterproofing spray..which i tend to disagree with...but unlike me took all other medication and treatment...was kind off being pampered...and the way its written above is dramatic..all true but not as grave as it would sound a pic of the latest medical gadget i cud capture a scalpel used for blood collection and then injecting medicine..all was done in a very state of the art way..with gloves wipes one time use colourful bands...advanced from what i had seen in my country sometime back..
Life as i always say has been a roller coaster ride for me...it has adventure, fun, gloom, love, spice, melodrama, sorrow, revelations...so instead of fighting back and being a stubborn child i've started to accept more than to run away...but i cannot avoid questioning at times... I 'm kindoff coming out of the filmy set of only good would happen...yes have studied it since childhood but to accept in reality is difficult to digest..
You feel once you have climbed a mountain thats it...but it isn't true...you would get bored sitting..u wud need to come down from this one and climb another..or jump off a parachute...or dive in a river..or skii down...there are always plethora of options but choice is ours..we need to chew our own food and gulp it down too...if stomach gets upset..it us who suffer the doctor can give medicine only if we go to her/him..well wishers will check on you..love you make you feel better..but you'll have to complete that moment of suffering however long...
I can say and justify too that i've learned my lessons a difficult way....and not even sure if the learning would stay for long..i suffer with some kind of memory loss syndrome(SKMLS)...
but to turn back and see i'm happy with the decisions i made the life i've lived so far and the experiences i've earned...and i'm very certain this statement should hold true for each one of us...
Though i do repent buying that stupid £2.99 universal waterproofing spray which i believe caused me some trouble in the last 48 hrs...which included cough/ breathlessness/ wheezing/ paramedics(ambulance) visiting me at home/ GP visit/ emergency ward eventually....blood tests/ urine tests / xrays / more examinations and lots of medicine (nebulized, used 2 kinds of puffs , steroid injectable , 7 tablets) ....it was a fun day aways from work when i wondered what why but read loads of pages of the book which holds my interest right now..aleph...the doc not sure whats the cause or exact disease but mentions it can be bronchitis or onset of asthma...but says that its not the waterproofing spray..which i tend to disagree with...but unlike me took all other medication and treatment...was kind off being pampered...and the way its written above is dramatic..all true but not as grave as it would sound a pic of the latest medical gadget i cud capture a scalpel used for blood collection and then injecting medicine..all was done in a very state of the art way..with gloves wipes one time use colourful bands...advanced from what i had seen in my country sometime back..
Making hospitals colourful..
So this whole episode did leave me more energetic and happy and i'll not give the benefit to any of those medicines circling my insides ...
picked Aadya from school at 5 and she has a beautiful i love you mummy card ready for me..
The hearty start..
Recent favorites rockets..
Totally new expressive faces and hand prints..
The evergreen mummy i love u rainbow finish..!
and she was all excited to hear my hospital stories..and see the blood stained swab...
had chola cooked and kept from yesterday....still cooked bhindi 1st time in an yr here..dhaniya- pudina chatni....chapati and some steamed brocolli and carrots..aadya enjoyed her meal and so did i....and now here i am writing against all odds of sleeping ..reading ..or time killing browsing...i like this me me..amen!
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